Determination

Where do i go?

2009-08-27T09:03:00.001-07:00

Hey i know i havent post anything in a long(LONG) time......
I got so much to say but i just dont know where to start.....
And i dont exactly have the time either......

So i`m just gonna start with this post because i realy feel the need to express myself right know.......

I dont wanna sound emo but this has been one of the WORST weeks of my life.....
Dont ask why.....too personal......

I feel like i can relate to this song call "Where do i go?" by a very talented artist name Marie Digby........many of you dont know her but she's awesome.

Here's the song and the lyrics:

Twenty thousand miles from the place I call home
Twenty somewhat years since the day I was born
And I'm searchin
I'm still searchin for answers

People often told me to choose a different road
This one can get ugly
Twist and turns to just grow old
But I'm walkin
I don't care if I'm walkin alone

CHORUS:
And I'm, screaming into the dark
Searching for an answer
Where do I go from here

I, I don't know where I'm headed
Or if this is just a big mistake
But somethin’s telling me
That falling down is a chance
I'll just have to take

And I, I'll get on the bus
And put down my bags
And take a final glance
At the only home I've known
At the only hold I've ever known

CHORUS:
And I'm screaming into the dark
Searching for an answer
Where do I go from here

All of my life
I've been so uncomfortable
But I always knew
That there'd come a day
When I'd have to get out
Get out

CHORUS:
I'm screaming into the dark
Searching for an answer
Where do I go from here
Here

And I'm standing still
But I can't catch my breath
Or running fast as I can
But going nowhere
Where do I go from here....

Chemistry,Hip-hop,Guitar!!

2009-05-22T06:55:00.000-07:00

Today in Chemistry we did a few experiments where you have to errr......mix some stuff together.......
And we are suppose to write down our observations.
I was grouped up with Brendan and Hui Xuan.
It was really fun.......seeing the chemicals mixing together.......
Some of the colours turned out to be really nice.......well......most of them are blue......but it was still cool.......
I really wish I had taken some photos of my experiments so I can post it up here........

After that was..........HIP-HOP!!
Wow.....it was fun man.....
Today our teacher brought in his nephew or his errr.....assistant.....I dont know.......
to teach us a part of our routine........
I really like the moves he thought us......it was really cool!!

Oh and I am joining a hip-hop competition.
We are competing agaisnt I think quite a number of states in Malaysia......including some other countries.......

After hip-hop.......tutorial!!
Today a few of us brought our guitar,so we played it in class.
It was really fun.
So we did that for like.....one hour......and then it was time to go home......

That's all for today.
Adios!!

Tuesday

2009-05-19T05:17:00.000-07:00

Since I have not really posted any pictures here lately,
I just decided to take a retarded photo with my friends.

Today we........
Tried to take videos of everybody burping......lol......
It wasnt that good.....so......we'll try to do it again next time and then I'll post the video up.

After that we played charades.
Just for fun :)

Here's just a video of the situation in class.
Just.......to give my old friends a rough idea of how my school/class is........ ;)

And here's a video of Nicholas!!
BEWARE of A foul word.

Quick Update

2009-05-18T05:43:00.000-07:00

Hello!!
It's been quite awhile since I have updated my blog
But I had lots of annoying tests so I was really busy these past few weeks.
Glad that it's over.
I wanted to blog a few days ago but I was lazy =.=

Sunday

Nicholas,Brendan,Chris,Li yon,Ken Zhi,Ee jie and I went for futsal.
It was really fun and we all were kinda retarded...........and that is what made it even better!!
After that we went to Summit just to walk around and hang out.

So errr.....that's all I guess.......
Nothing else to say at the moment.
Oh btw to my old friends......
I know you guys are like"Wow!!You're hair is so long!!!"
Guess what?
I just got a hair cut and now it's damn short =.=

That's all.
Goodbye!!

Poem

2009-05-01T21:51:00.000-07:00

This is a poem I wrote for English,I guess you can say it's pretty personal........

An old abandoned house falling little by little,
Losing the happiness and innocence that you used to have,
It's like standing on a cloud that turns hollow suddenly and you fall into the ocean.

Climbing a mountain is always harder than falling off one,
At times,when you think you're finally up there,somebody will come along to push you off and steal your spotlight.

Everything was fine before you slept,
But you'll wake up one day in a paranormal world,
Everything turns black,
Nobody's there to save you,
It's like being stuck on Mars alone and finding your way back to Earth is like finding a light in a black hole.

Fairy Tale Day - A Few More Pictures

2009-04-27T06:58:00.000-07:00

Here are a few more pictures taken on that day:

This is one of the only pictures taken on that day where I dont look retarded

Awesome photo of the guys

Peter Pan fighting off a theif

Three of us are from the same Fairy Tale

Tinkerbell,Peter Pan and Wendy

Fairy Tale Day

2009-04-24T05:32:00.000-07:00

WOW!!!!!!

Yesterday(fairy tale day) was amazing!!!

I dont even know where to start......

I'll start talking about wednesday night.....

I was making my costume(peter pan)........

I made the hat and its feather out of paper.....

Rented the belt and sword from a shop......

And cut a Rm 5 shirt........

Cool huh?Unfortunetly it kept on falling of my head so i didnt really wear it but I think my whole costume would have looked so much better with it........

After that we went to the hall,teachers explained what were gonna be doing through out the day........then we went back to class for tutorial......and we took a whole lot of pictures!!!

Oh btw, the teachers were dressed up in costumes too!!

Teacher anne's costume was so cool!!

I didnt recognize her at all!!!!!

Me: Who is that?She looks really familair......

Nicholas: It's teacher anne.

Me: Wow!! Really?!?!?!?!

Now.....prepare yourself for some weird/nice pictures!!!

I look really retarded........

Peter Pan,A theive and a Princess

Peter and the 3 theives

Peter Pan had a fight with Tinkerbell(yes Daphne is Tinkerbell)

Look at the "Prince Charming"

Thumbelina and Peter

Puss in Boots pooping out at the back

E.G. still seeking for F

Been forced by Andrew to show my ugly teeth.

Snow white and Peter Pan

Peter and 2 Theives

Peter Pan in school

Shrek and Peter Pan!!

Cute photo of Read Riding Hood!!

She may be small but she can EAT!!

Shrek looks cute....lol....

What's Prince Charming doing?

I was talking to a few people when somebody just jump out of no where and fought with me!!

It was so unexpected!!

We fought like little kids playing a sword game.......=D

And that person is........teacher guoy!!

Seriously.........teacher guoy rocked on that day!!

So did teacher kai yuan.

Really good acting.........

Prince Charming and Peter Pan having a fight!!

After all those crazyness.......

It was 11.00 am ONLY........

So it's time for us to go down and play the games!!!

We had to err.....take a photo with our costumes and make it creative.........

I was grouped up with Nicholas(shrek),Ken zhi(Alibaba) and two form 3's.

So we decided to make it weird and..........random!!! :D

We decided to take the picture in the toilet.......

Here are a few pictures of us discussing and still trying to figure out how will the picture be like........

This was one of our plans at 1st.....i know.....i look very emo.......

This was our final plan......we decided to go with this one.......nice huh?

After that.......we went back to the activity room/"hall"

A few people will be chosen out from each form for best dress.

1st they called Jenn Li's name.....and then mine.....I was really suprise becoz be4 I came to school I thought my costume was really plane........

Then.......Nicholas and Prem!!

We were suppose to sing and do a cat walk infront of the whole school!!!

My legs was shaking while I was up there!!!

Everybody was like "Go get Wendy(Alyssa)"so I errr.....did......

I brought tinkerbell up there too.

I didnt do much although I wanted too.......

I was seriously nervous up there!!

But still had fun. :)

Btw, sorry wendy and tinkerbell for bringing you up there........

And yeah.....the whole school was like "hold hand, hold hand , hold hand"

Among all the form 4's Prem won....

He deserves it......he was really good!!

And so was Jenn Li and Nicholas :)

After that was lunch and then back to studying.......=(

Physics.....

Well....at least it was only for half an hour......becoz we played until so late.......lol.......

Teache Melinda was Red Riding Hood.......

I really,really.......wanted to see her teaching in her costume but she changed........

Teacher Melinda

After that was tea break.......during tea break.......

Andrew,Brendan,Prem,Ee jie and I played .......ice and water again!!

We played it again on Friday joined by........Chris and Li yon. It was fun.

At the end of the day........we took a few more picture be4 going home........

Hopefully I can get more photos soon because not all the interesting ones are in my camera.........

That's all.......I`M FINALLY DONE WITH THIS POST!!!!!!

WOHOO!!!!!!

IT'S 2.30am NOW, I WANNA GO SLEEP........BYE!!

Ameircan Idol-Top 7

2009-04-22T06:47:00.000-07:00

I think all of their performances were really good today(including adam I have to admit =.= )

But my favourite performance of the night would have to be.......

Allison Iraheta's

and Matt Giraud's

For those non-idol viewers you should really check them out!!

Here's the link to watch their videos:

http://www.americanidol.com/videos/season_8/performances/allison_iraheta_hot_stuff

http://www.americanidol.com/videos/season_8/performances/matt_giraud_staying_alive

Monday-Wednesday

2009-04-22T06:18:00.000-07:00

I think the fun part of the whole day(Monday) was the last period which was........tutorial!!!!!!!
All the guys were creating like a pyramid.......we lied on each other depending on our size........
It's painful when people lie on you......but fun......=D
Wish I have the pictures of us doing it so I can post it up but sadly all of them are with olivia.......
We did it again on tuesday......awesome right?

So....what else happened on Tuesday.......
Hmm....
During tutorial I did add math =.="
Btw,thx for your help andrew and alyssa.

And when school ended we took a lot of pictures........
And all of them are with olivia......=(

Wednesday.......
Tea break we played Ice and Water like little kids......=D
Also thanking tze lik for helping me with my chemistry homework.

Fairy Tale day is tomorrow or today or yesterday......depends when you read this post but I`m writing this on wednesday.....nvm you get what I mean......lol....... ;)
So yeah it's tomorrow!!!
Lol....I wonder how it'll all turn out......can you imagine teacher teaching a class of people dressed up in weird costumes/freaks?
Imagine teacher melinda teaching in her costume!!
Lol.

For those of you who are not from my school I'll tell you what it's all about next time.....I`m lazy to explain it right now.......bye!!

Hang out

2009-04-19T07:54:00.000-07:00

So this weekend I hung out with my friends.......well only two of them......=(
But it was still fun and a good way to shake the stress away..........
We went to mid valley and we did a lot of retarded stuff........

First we went to the pet shop......

Cool/Weird frog....Teacher William would love it

Yeah.....This is what i meant by "we did a lot of retarded stuff"

We're not allowed to take pictures acctually.........but we just decided to take a few quick.........

But then they saw us so they ask us to stop.......it was so embarassing......so we ran out.....LOL.........

We were able to take one more before going out.......haha........

I know I look like I`m acting cool......but I`m not.......I didnt know I was looking so moody.......=)

And hey you cant blame us for taking so many pictures.......we havent seen each other in awhile.........

That's all......adios guys!!!

Last Week-Showcase

2009-04-19T07:13:00.000-07:00

Last week i went to david archuleta's concert with natasha,olivia and ken zhi.......

Kinda lazy to talk about it since all them have already wrote about it in their blog....

Here's just a summary for you people who dont know them.....

The concert started at 3.00

But we went at....at.....10.30!!!

I know we're crazy......

I was so happy.....i thought we were the 1st!!!
But when we went there......a whole lot of people were already there =.="

But at least we were one of the 1st....

Nat was right......a lot of other people will have the same idea of coming early.....oh well......

Anyway,while on the way in......

Ken zhi and I were together while olvia and natasha were infron of us on the way in(lining up)

So they went in 1st.....ken zhi and I was looking for them but when we turn our heads in front,
They were running like mad.....so we ran to catch up with them.....then we walk for awhile......

And we started runnning again like mad....

I think everybody were staring at us.........

Anyway sorry ken zhi.....i forgot that your leg was injured......

So overall the performances rocked!!

Oh and i saw laura and yune-lyn(my old friends from the monday class last year)again
Havent seen them in a while........glad I did that day.......

Here are some pictures taken on that day:

Ken zhi,Natasha and me in the car

Olivia,Ken zhi and me before the concert.......

We had nothing to do,it was so boring........

Us during the concert......
This is such a good pic....why did i close my eyes?!?!?!?!?!

Us after the conert.......

I was so tired after the showcase.......

2009-03-12T06:56:00.000-07:00

HELLOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ok well.....ok today......today,today,today.
Biology was boring(hard to believe right?)
Teacher _______ is getting on my nerves more than usual.
I wonder how will she be like when she teaches us chapter 8.
Anyway dont wanna talk about that,moving on.......

Physics,
During physics......
It was so funny when we were playing with the plasticine.
The part when a few of them/you was making a shape of a d***

And we started asking teacher Melinda "teacher what does this look like?"
Teacher: Why are you guys so obsessed with the male part?
Are you gay?

LOOOOOOOOOOOOOLLLLLLL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And then.......before that,
You know what?
Jenn li went mad!!!
She kept on laughing and laughing and laughing..........
Sometimes she would just sit there and laugh.......
And when she asked something from teacher she laughed and i was like "teacher she's going crazy"
And then......there's one part I was like on the floor trying to tie the weight.......and she was like above me and then she turned around and starting laughing.....
I was like 0.0

And then one part she tried to stop.....but then as soon as she turns around and look at me she laughed again........ =.=" !!!!!!!!!!!!
It was so weird.....
Olivia and Natasha was like 0.0 too.

And she kinda spread her diseases to me......
I starting laughing also for no reason......i dont know why.......
And before that she was telling me about "stuff"
I never thought those things could come out of jenn li's mouth!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
She was tellling me how gays have sex and stuff like that and then she was like.....becoz they cannot put their thing together...........and she did some action with her finger!!
And she kept on going on and on and on about sick stuff......

Olivia and Natasha said she ate to much chili.
Man....you guys should have seen how she was just now............
Jenn li....eat more chili next time ok?
Lol.

Ok....after that it was malay........it was fun.......
But i`m lazy to talk about it since most you(form 4s) were there and you knew what happened.......
I gotta go sleep now......
I`m gonna wake up at 5.00 tomorrow to study for bio......
I hope i'll be able to!!
I have not sleep this early in a loooooooooooooonnnnnnnngggggggg time!!!!!!!!!!

Bye!!

-Sorry for not updating the pictures jenn li,I have no time today =D -

2009-03-10T04:41:00.000-07:00

Today was such a bad day......
I'm so sick and annoyed with add math
I HATE IT LIKE HELL!!!
It's so stupid and it doesnt make sense.......i just dont get it.......
Why the hell do we have to learn all this crap anyway?

It's such a waste of brain power.....
My brain hurts just now becoz i was trying so hard to understand it.
I was trying so hard to understand something that i`m not even sure that i`m gonna be needing in the future.
Sad rite?LOL.

The people who created all this seriously need to get a hobby(i hope i dont go to jail for writing this).
Sigh.....i could use all my energy and my brain power for something i like and something i'm willing to learn.......like GUITAR!!!!!!

I dont think i can start my guitar lessons again. I dont have enough time.
Homework is one thing but i also have to study becoz i dont know a lot.
I'm not like you guys.....so smart(it's a compliment)...........=(

Well....after coming back from the add math lesson........I had to sit down and rest my poor brain...........
I went crazy(ask nicholas or ee jie about it)..........

Sigh....then after that math =.="!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Stupid numbers!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I might have to go to add math tution on monday or tuesday...........
Teacher melinda asked me to go........=(

Ok i`m done.....bye.......
I HATE ADD MATH!!!

Debate

2009-02-19T06:30:00.001-08:00

Well....to the people reading this......you're not suppose to be here yet coz my blog's not done!!!

Lol....but anyway.....read on.......WARNING:BORING POST ALERT!!

So today was kinda fun.....i guess......

The most ineresting part of the day would have to be the last two period.

It was malay.....

We had a debate......

The title is "Is it better to be in a relationship or to be single" something like that........

We were split into two groups.......

Sinlge VS Relationship

I was under single =D

Haha at 1st when we first started it was like kinda quiet and we didnt know where to start so the "relationship" group gave a point and then we started debating/arguing.....

And it goes on and on and on......lol......it went kinda wild.......

And everybody said i were kinda err....too serious and emotional?Haha maybe i was a little.......

The point is that we all had fun ;)

Is better than just sitting down.......and i`m pretty sure all of us learned some stuff out of the debate.....doesnt matter what the lesson is.....whether is about speaking up,not backing down,standing by your point,not giving up,learning how to debate,what's wrong and what's right..........at least we all learned some thing...... =)

This debate also helped us to think better and faster.........

I`m sorry if this post was boring.......i dont know what else to say.....anyway most of you reading this are from my class so you knew what happened so i dont have to explain it......

I`ll try to get my blog done as soon as i can.....i`m trying to put as many gadgets as i can so my blog wouldnt be so boring........dont know much about blogger.com yet.......so i`m doing things a little slow...........

Anyway......

SORRY FOR THE BORING POST!!!

Awesome!!!!!!

2009-02-11T06:56:00.000-08:00

This is probably just a boring post but to me it's so coooooool so i just have to write it down to remember it.......

Ok....so......i was surfing the american idol website and at the side they were saying something about jordin sparks.......and that kinda reminded me of kelly clarkson and i just decided to go to youtube and listen to her new single; "my life would suck without you"

Cool title huh?

Anyway.......so i was bored and i just decided to do some stupid random stuff......
So i went to my old friend and said(on msn) "my life would suck without you"

And she was listening to that too!!!!!!
Wow!!!
What a coincidence(what a Guay....haha jkjk)!!!!!!!

And it wasnt even on our PM!!!!!

Here's the conversation:

Daniel = Determination Why am i spending all my time stuck in yesterday? says:
my life would suck without you
ryl ! says:
hw did u know i was listenin to that
Daniel = Determination Why am i spending all my time stuck in yesterday? says:
?
Daniel = Determination Why am i spending all my time stuck in yesterday? says:
you are???!!!!!!1
Daniel = Determination Why am i spending all my time stuck in yesterday? says:
i`m listening to it too!!!!!!!!!!!11
ryl ! says:
OMGGGG
Daniel = Determination Why am i spending all my time stuck in yesterday? says:
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Daniel = Determination Why am i spending all my time stuck in yesterday? says:
so cool!!
ryl ! says:
hahahaha
Daniel = Determination Why am i spending all my time stuck in yesterday? says:
lol
Daniel = Determination Why am i spending all my time stuck in yesterday? says:
what a coincidence!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
Daniel = Determination Why am i spending all my time stuck in yesterday? says:
=D
ryl ! says:
yeah!
ryl ! says:
om
ryl ! says:
omg
ryl ! says:
i was like
Daniel = Determination Why am i spending all my time stuck in yesterday? says:
it's like so hard to believe!!
ryl ! says:
omg how did u know i was listen to it
ryl ! says:
i was
ryl ! says:
omgg
Daniel = Determination Why am i spending all my time stuck in yesterday? says:
we....
Daniel = Determination Why am i spending all my time stuck in yesterday? says:
wanted to listen to the same song
Daniel = Determination Why am i spending all my time stuck in yesterday? says:
at the same time!!!
Daniel = Determination Why am i spending all my time stuck in yesterday? says:
=D
ryl ! says:
yeah!
ryl ! says:
omg
ryl ! says:
and its not even on our PMs
Daniel = Determination Why am i spending all my time stuck in yesterday? says:
yeah!!!!